I am trying to get through the day. I continue to breathe. My body continues to function. Could I not enter suspended animation until something good happens? I am alone. I also sandpaper alone. Pushed against a rough wall, face first. I am afraid that when something good happens I will no longer be in a position to embrace it.
7/4/17 6:02PM N just turned off It’s Always Sunday in Philadelphia. That show irritates me. It’s screechy. So today’s the fourth of July, my second least-favorite holiday (New Years Day is the worst). I don’t like parades. Fireworks are boring. Today’s not been bad, though, as I’ve tuned out most of the holiday static. This morning I weeded along the fence, garden, etc. Then I pulled out the weeds between the tiles on the “patio” and installed the fire pit. I poured loose, rounded rock where the broken wheelchair ramp (I pulled that out today as well) stood. By noon sweat soaked my shirt, but the space looks decent, a start. I need the weedkiller to finish the job and a couple more broom sessions and maybe rain. Although I’m desperately adhering to financial austerity, I dropped thirty bucks on a shade sail and the accompanying hardware through Amazon. If I can put together a shaded space with a firepit...
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